Men’s Soul Retrieval
July 16, 2023 ~ New Moon
We Men have sacrificed our comfort, our dignity, and our vulnerability to be able to carry the mantle of responsibility placed upon us by our culture and the demands of the dominant patriarchy. As a consequence, we have suffered, and continue to suffer, in numerous ways. Disconnected from the satisfying fulfillment of witnessing the value of our labor integrated into our communities, as a cobbler might look with pride at the many shoes that protect the feet of his neighbors, we see no direct importance of what we create and labor towards. We bear even further insults to our dignity simply to survive, provide, and find that something extra to lay upon the table of our families. Fear is our constant companion: fear of losing our job, fear of losing our families, fear of being judged as a failure. Subject to an inundation of negative stereotypes of masculinity, from the doofus characterizations of popular TV to the greedy, conniving, selfish successful businessmen and crooks of the movies, and then to sit by, futile, impotent, and ineffective in the face of our wives and children throwing shade upon us because they, too, have been fed the same diet of male mediocrity. Perhaps you are gay, and your father, your family, and the general culture at large, refuses to acknowledge you as a Man.
We are scared. We live in fear. We are in pain. Guilt and shame are our daily diet. We believe ourselves to be failures because we have come to fulfill the negative images this society casts as being our nature. We have lost our Dream. And so we end up as the poster boys of toxic masculinity, pomposity upheld by fear and impotence, not of our sexuality, but of our Heart’s Desire. We end up spiritually castrated, with no sense of what Sacred Masculinity feels like, looks like or expresses as. We are fucked.
If in reading this, the things I have mentioned throw you into a state of anxiety, if you glaze over and go numb, deflect what has been presented with pseudo-spiritual niceties, if these things trigger you, you are likely someone whose Soul has disconnected. Your Soul may have disengaged so that you could simply survive in the face of such irreconcilable negations of your Being.
Is there no way for us to reclaim our dignity, our honor, and our righteousness when all we have learned substantiates the worst of what we might be? When psychiatric medications only numb you to the pain of your existence, psychotherapy serves only to polish the surface scratches etched into your body and mind, while the crevasses of your wounded Soul go untended, do you feel at a loss? When the Soul is, indeed, lost, where is the hope for sacred unification of your Soul’s beauty with life’s expression?
Ceremony is the intentful construction of a bridge that spans the barriers – that we ourselves have created – between our Soul and our Life as it is lived.
The nature of the Underworld Realm is that of Dream, it is where we storehouse our Power (life force), which itself resonates with thoughts, feelings, and experiences, i.e. long-term memories.
When our Underworld Soul has disengaged – due to the aforementioned trauma, dis-empowerment, and disavowal of our sacred masculine – and has become disanchored in the Underworld, we experience an inability to marshal our Power to create our Heart’s Desire, we lose touch with our Dreams, and our life is caught in the quicksand of old traumas, toxic behaviors and attitudes, and self-recrimination (or the projection of such upon those closest to us).
The retrieval of the Underworld Soul returns to us our beauty and empowerment as an integrative sacred union of Soul with Life.
Retrieval of the Underworld Soul
I will, at your request, journey forth into the Underworld Realm, there to guide you in your quest to seek, find and retrieve your Underworld Soul.
- Send your request: Registration Form. Please include your Place, Date, and Time of Birth
- Immediately upon submitting your registration, make a payment of $222: Pay with PayPal
- You will receive from me an email acknowledging your request and payment.
- It takes me a few nights of engagement in the Dream Time to perform an Underworld Soul Retrieval. Once it is completed I will email you a transcript of what transpired.